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Name: Jedidiah Birthday: 12/28/1988 Gender: Male
Interests: Snowboarding, skating, video games, music, paintball, whatching movies. yeah doing funny random stuff........... Expertise: Don't really have any. Come to think of it I'm kind of useless.
Message: message me AIM: soulsk8er1228
Member Since:
9/10/2004
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| i haven't posted on here in forever. for anyone who reads this... which is probly no one lol i'm doing well....chilling out....working right now and starting school at NHTI in about a week.....which is good i guess....i'm taking physics and precalc and english comp. well anyhow...i'm out... | | |
| man...does paranoia ever get the better of you? where you know youre emotions are being rediculous and are running rampant....but you can't help yourself nonetheless....you try to be logical but keep coming back to emotional....ever feel like you could just chill out and not be so uptight about EVERYTHING? it tires me.....i mean i guess it could be the 3 hours of sleep talking(studying for chem all night sucks) but i'm so sick of being paranoid and oversensitive....do you ever wonder if what they say is right? and you're just screwing everything up....ever double guess youself? wonder if you shouldn't be here....if you made a wrong decision but now it's too late? i'm too tired to think of this anymore...i'm going to bed | | |
| I found myself rather astounded at how very hyprocritical people can be these days. Now i'm going to prefice this post with a little fact. I am not pointing fingers here. I find myself in contempt. Yes this was brought on by an event. But simply something that greatly upset me and opened my eyes to something I already knew, however, tried to completely ignore.Actually a few things. Some of which involve other indiviuals. And, one in particular that solely involves myself. I found myself the other day to be extremely hypocritical. I have always maintained the stand point that although I may not be religious I still do have morals. To me stealing had always been an issue that i have had rather strong feelings towards. Strong feelings against it. I find stealing to be abhorent. Yes you are sticking it to the man, however, if you were a business owner would you want to be ripped off? If you started a snowboard shop would you want kids stealing goggles? Anyways it's been a hot issue with me. However the other day I found myself in a store thinking "Oh man, I don't have much money and it would be so simple to steal this". So I did. Immediately afterwards I felt guilty, however, the interesting thing was that i was not guilty for the act of stealing. I know that people make mistakes and that life moves on. No, I was guilty for being so hypocritical. Not only was I being hypocritical in the stealing, but in constantly stating how much i hate hypocrits and here i was doing the exact thing i consistently profess to be apalled at. The point of this little story is to say that when i say "i'm disapointed at how much hypocrisy i see in the world" yes, it is talking about other people, but it is also speaking about me because i have come face to face with the hypocrite in myself and am disgusted. Years ago people were much more apt to actually do what they say. Their word meant something. In this time and age someone's word doesn't mean diddley squat. The only way you can believe them is by watching their actions. It is truly troubling me to see this in our society and myself! | | |
| 31 things........i hate 1. Fuck politics...it's all b.s. 2. Fuck people that force their religion down your throat. 3. Fuck parents that are tyrannical and control their children. 4. Fuck the police. 5. Fuck weed being illegal. 6. Fuck communism and socialism. 7. Fuck people that think you're a loser if you don't like what they do. 8. Fuck gay guys that hit on obviously straight guys. 9. Fuck people that are always depressed. (i.e. me) life's really not that bad. 10. Fuck rich yuppie pricks that think they're better than you. 11. Fuck wiggers they're dumb. 12. Fuck speed limits. 13. Fuck world hunger. 14. Fuck people that molest children... they're sick bastards. 15. Fuck being apart from someone you love. 16. Fuck people that are too emotional and clingy. 17. Fuck ex's. 18. Fuck friends that are fake and will stab you in the back without thinking twice. 19. Fuck war...it's needless. if people weren't dicks we wouldn't have it. 20. Fuck racists....you biggots need to realize it's the 21st century...by now most of us know that the color of your skin doesn't make you better or worse than anyone else. 21. Fuck people that spend what little money they have on beer and drugs and can't support their children. 22. Fuck narrow minded people. 23. Fuck racial profiling being wrong....it's the Arab guys who fucking crashed into the world towers. You give shit you need to be able to take it. 24. Fuck conspiracy theories on 9/11. It kills us all inside no matter who did it. 25. Fuck bossy people who always need to be in charge. Chill the fuck out. 26. Fuck Bush. He's an idiot. 27. Fuck Vietnam. That shit was pointless. 28. Fuck people that say you need to be serious and grow up. No, you need to chill out, stop being totally anal retentive, and have some fun. Life's to short to not enjoy. 29. Fuck Emo kids they're stupid pussies. (i'm one of them) 30. Fuck low self-esteem. People should be confident with who they are and screw the people that don't like it. (i'm not like that) 31. Fuck selfish people. LIFE is a two way street. GIVE and take. | | |
| "She Will Be Loved"
Beauty queen of only eighteen She had some trouble with herself He was always there to help her She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles And wound up at your door I've had you so many times but somehow I want more
I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful I know I tend to get so insecure It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies It's compromise that moves us along My heart is full and my door's always open You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved
I know where you hide Alone in your car Know all of the things that make you who you are I know that goodbye means nothing at all Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful
I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved
[in the background] Please don't try so hard to say goodbye Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Yeah [softly] I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Try so hard to say goodbye | | |
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